It's time.....

Well I am pretty close to going to bed and when I get up I have a surgery to look forward to! It seemed like this day was so far away and now it seems like it came too soon! To tell the truth I am not too worried about the surgery. But I am a little worried about the recovery! I am not looking forward to the brace or the 2 weeks I have to keep my L leg dry, or the physical therapy~ But I am excited for the long term part of the recovery. The time in like 6 months when I can hopefully walk again without the aid of crutches or cane, when I can bend my knee and kneel for prayers (well that may take longer actually) When I can start looking forward to working again! When life is improving and I feel "normal" again! When I can be active and feel alive! Anyway I forgot my other thoughts I had when I planned to blog! But I do want to say thanks to everyone for your prayers and thoughts and stuff! I know this is going to continue to be a trial in my life but it will hopefully be a blessing in the long run when I am better overall!